Special FX make up artist, professional body painter, and avid food eater.
"A prime example of my existence"
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah- you just look like someone I used to know."You said I was the most exotic flower
Holding me tight in our final hour
I can’t fucking breath right now
April 17th, 2014
Diary Entry #98
Why are crushes so confusing? I met this guy recently and he’s so amazing. He even likes most of the things I do and you know that with my track record that is very rare when it comes to the men that I like. He’s also a real sweetheart and he treats me so well but we don’t really get to spend a lot of time together..
Don’t get me wrong..the little time that we do get to see each other is wonderful but I can only take just that for so long. Eventually I am going to want more and at this point I am not sure if he can give it to me..I really hope I’m wrong and that things do change for the better but judging from past experiences they wont. It just sucks because I really like this guy..
Sighs..
Wish me luck~
Until the next time I write,
Ren
